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shadowclanners seemed to roll in by the numbers, and the rouge, russetstorm, drank them in with a mere flick of her ears, though her eyes were focused on the apprentice who most willingly approached her kit. this time her muscles tensed as if she was prepared to lash forward, eyes narrowing to scrutinize the apprentice's actions carefully. russetstorm watched as her kit wiggled appreciatively closer to pigeonpaw's warmth, the faint mewls dying down to a quaking silence, the tenseness then melting out of her bones when she saw no threat to her small bundle of life. she then drew her eyes to the kits that had approached. first, to canarykit who she observed like a measly mouse with no meat on its bones, and then to rabbitkit who she curled her lip at as if looking at a sentient pile of dung.
the feline cawed jeeringly at the kit who had glided past, much akin to a "screeching crow," before the appearance of a warrior caught her attention. "no," russetstorm scoffed to hornetsting, her voice dry. "i'm it's father." despite her retort, the words seemed to burn the cat and she stiffened, defensive. "i sure hope you aren't a warrior. what a disgrace it is, to have apprentices and kits running out before you and knowing your duty better than you do. have all of you maggot eaters become too lazy to run properly on your feet?"
for a moment the cat bristled at the crowd that assembled, her matted fur trembling high over her body. but then she fell lax, the scent of something—someone—hauntingly familiar invading her senses. she rose once more, gem eyes glittering in the darkness.
"sorrel," she said softly, though her voice became a whisper in the loud rain and it melded into the thick air, unheard. the fire quelled within her and she observed the shadowclan leader with drooping eyes, like the sight in front of her was an image she'd once seen in her dreams. perhaps sorrelfire—sorrelstar, would be surprised to see her, for russetstorm was a hazy mirage of what she had once been. her once pretty fur clung to her thin body, and instead of the slender, strong muscle that had once hugged her joints there were thin bones jutting out from underneath her skin. even under the dirt and grime her fur was dull and lacked the gloss it once had, scars and mud masking what had been a deceivingly gorgeous face. russetstorm offered a wry smile, for maybe she had realized the irony in how much sorrelstar had risen while she had fallen. the softness in the rogue's eyes was gone as quick as it had came. she gave the leader a terrible twist of her chops and laughed.
"if it isn't the resident one-eye." she eyed the sniveling kit again, watching blankly as pigeonpaw pulled the clump of fur into her jaws. the miserable thing blinked blindly with its small, blurry blue eyes, looking unseeingly at the dark world around it. russetstorm dipped her head, eyes shut. "abandonment was a gift." she glanced at tansyface with a raise of her tail, gesturing to give her a moment to speak before escorting her out.
"i hadn't planned for there to be a second time." her voice was cold this time, not necessarily jeering. "her name is havoc," russetstorm said, raising her voice so the apprentice that was retreating with her child could hear her words even as she departed from the scene. "or havockit, concerning your god-awful naming rules. you will raise her as a pretty, ignorant little fool with a mother who died for her clan. and then she will grow up and die as well, having loved shadowclan till her death." she turned to sorrelstar, eyes sad. "you'll do that for me, won't you?"
for a moment she looked at the leader with an unreadable expression, before turning to the two warriors who stood around her with a scowl. "come now, you worms. why don't you do your job for once and escort me out of this wreck of a place?" and then she padded away without waiting for their assistance as if she knew the grounds under her like the back of her paws.